Part 164 End

god, all of that, all of that was so emotionally draining

I don’t think I was ever that sad and scared and angry in any part of homestuck until this moment.

First there was that fucking video. Eridan…why did you have to go and fuck things up? Why?? It wasn’t necessary. You want side with JACK, of ALL people??? How trash are you! This is why you kept killing angels, you were a fucking devil!

Sollux didn’t deserve it, Feferi didn’t deserve it, Kanaya didn’t deserve it. It all happened so fast. Eridan fucking killed the orb too, spite, anger, there was NO reason for that. He just wanted to kill any/all hope there was. Fuck His Inferiority Complex.

Then Gamzee….oh fuck that was just all terrifying to read. I read him talking as him shouting/clamly stating every other line and it was so terrifying to see. I thought he was nice, I thought he was cool. I was fucking reaching when I said that it would take him being the fucking antichrist to be in my bottom 3!!!

He scares me.

A Lot.

Because he sounds like he is about to bring on an apocolypse himself. I don’t know his skill, abilities, but if Karkat is scared shitless then I have no reason not to be. I feel like he is going to tear everyone apart and if he fights Jack I don’t even know what the lesser of two evils.

The worst part is that it sounds like Gamzee does believe in this blood caste crap, even to the point to fanaticalism, even worse than Eridan. I…I get the feeling that Equius might be under his swap becasue that is what Equius visualized/fantasized about a high-blood caste member. And I am not sure how well that is going to go.

Which makes him wanting his “best friend” by him so fucking terrifying. Like….is he toying with Karkat? Does he know about the red blood? Does he really want Karkat to be with him, safe? Or…or is he setting up something…

And I don’t even know about the horn pile!

“Don’t turn your back on the body” What BODY!!!

SCRATCH WHAT BODY!!!!

THERE ARE 3 BODIES ALREADY AND POSSIBLY A FEW MORE CAN YOU BE SPECIFIC?!?!

God all of this is terrifying and none of the others know about this.

Terezi knows about Tavros, but only him, and she blames Vriska about it (which is true)

She doesn’t know about Eridan’s murders.

Eridan doesn’t know about Tavros.

Everyone but Karkat doesn’t know about Gamzee!

When Eridan and Vriska meet: One wanting to join Jack, the other kill him, they are going to tear each other to shred.

And throw Gamzee into that? Oh this will be a nightmare. Maybe something worse than what Jack could be.

I…the only hope I have is that….Jade asked for a password from Kanaya…meaning that they do talk together again right? Kanaya is going to revive and talk to future Jade about the Fade Out right?? I just need Kanaya to revive again. They can’t die now, they can’t die yet. There has to be a way….right?

right?