Part 369 End

So it is official. Nothing nice will ever come from the 69s of Homestuck. The only ONE(1) nice thing is Karkat, but even he didn’t start out that way.

So that hurts.

A lot.

Part of the fears that I had with Vriska changing herself way too much were pretty much true.

Meenah distancing herself from Vriska to break up with her was also a fear that came true.

You can have both good and bad traits that both Vriskas went through in their death/life, but what just happened freaking hurts man.

Vriska didn’t care about her “duty” to fight English, because way back when at the start of the braid Meenah said she didn’t really care, so Vriska copied that. She just wanted to enjoy her time with Meenah, change her appearance for Meenah, because she wanted Meenah to like her. And that, that bit her in the ass.

God, what would Tavros think when he sees her again? If he sees her again when he sees her again.

And poset!Vriska just comes in to yell out the plan and make an army because, well, she’s still the aggressive angry Vriska we know who really doesn’t take shit from anyone, not even herself.

If this is like the first time that preset!Vriska met poset!Vriska, then how did Vriska get the information? It can’t just all be from time travel can it? She even knew about the juju and everything.

man, I just really need a break.

Hussie had to be loving the comments he got about the “Free Choice” things.

After that heartbreak, we get to move on to our next set of heroes.

Hey….this is worse than before with John and Roxy apart by the glitches after Game Over. Because at least then John was trying to reach out to Roxy.

Here, there’s just nothing. They aren’t even looking at each other. This is just awful.

Vriska stfu just because I like you doesn’t mean you can act like some spider palpatine luring away pawns over here.

Ever thought that the reason you are bad at feelings is that you never allowed yourself to even let yourself just…ruminate on them? I know that sounds mean, but so is letting “I’m sorry” be a goodbye then wanting to run off to the space war.

DAMN

You don’t even look back??

That’s fucking cold bro.

God the desperation kills me every time I read it.

Wait hold up!? You just gonna leave after THAT explanation??? What bullshit was that Meenah!? “Oh we need to break up because you are now weak and I’m bad” PUT MORE THOUGHT INTO IT YOU GHOST ASS PIRANHA!

Vriska does not have the right to watch this like her own personal soap opera.

DAMN! YOU AREN’T ALLOWED TO BE CUTE WHEN YOU ARE BREAKING UP WITH SOMEONE MEENAH!

God the emotions in this entire part.

I want to feel like the next line she says is gonna drop the bomb, but I am also feeling that I’m gonna have a “yeah no shit” reaction so it can go either way.

Emotions are freaking hard man.

See what this is? Listen, I wished that you had a better opportunity to explain this shit when people aren’t high on emotions, but Meenah is so conscious of herself to make sure no one gets hurt accidentally by her actions (or lack of emotions)

was this part of the reason why she didn’t want the throne? She was afraid over what could have happened when she was in power?

Holy shit Meenah is afraid of herself like Dirk was and didn’t want to hurt Vriska. She was attracted to Vriska because she was tough enough to handle Meenah and her behavior.

Holy Shit Meenah is the freaking Batterwitch no shit she can’t feel her emotions they are both sociopaths!

Dammit. DAMN! Vriska just…she just goes way too 100 on her love life to emulate the other person to the point she just loses herself.

Yeah, no Meenah. You can’t back track over just nonchalantly doing puns. I love puns and even I know the time and place to do them.

At least when Feferi and Eridan broke up, they had the decency to not write in their typing quirks to lay it all out there. Just saying Meenah.

I have to ask, because I can sniff out long distance hints while missing the blatantly current things, but when they were together in the beginning, when Vriska was JUST changing her look…was it always a healthy relationship? Because Meenah isn’t really in touch with her own feelings enough to explain them, and I noted how uncomfortable I felt with Vriska changing so much of herself/looks ever since the beginning. 

GOD THIS HURTS

she’s so desprate. Meenah was the one good thing she had. And everything she said about the afterlife just sounds awful to live with alone. Before she thought it was fine to see new people and be in different dreams, but that was when she had Meenah by her side. She didn’t want to admit to the fear.