I don’t know how I would describe it. I just don’t like imagining myself feeling extremely small compared to the universe on the outside. I don’t like being anywhere where I can’t breathe air, so I would not be an astronaut. I can look at space pictures and stars fine, as long as they are images and DON’T show the scale of the whole thing.

I don’t think it is astrophobia, because I like looking at the stars and stuff, I just don’t like the idea of something being so large it has no end.

Actually, funny thing. I love multiverses. The idea of an alternate person with many different paths and “what ifs”? Stuff like that are always my favorite. Like each planet shown on Star Trek is a big “what if” for earth. There are episodes in shows to show the “evil” character, or uses it for travels like in doctor who, rick and morty, gravity falls. Hell, there is a show called Sliders which is about 4 people traveling into alternate realities. That shit is amazing!

The reason I don’t like space is because 1) I don’t want to die in it’s vacuum, and 2) I can’t begin perceive my size in comparison in the universe, and that magnitude overwhelms me.

As long as the alternate realities/multiverse focuses on planets/Earth (a small scale), I’m good

Part 124 End

So that does it for me. I can’t believe that entire Memo took up my daily slot for homestuck.

I don’t think I learnt much from it. Karkat and Terezi are a couple, a funny aggressive couple, and other people think so too. Sollux is still depressed and maybe holds Karkat for his death still? I don’t know if that was the depression talking or what, but ouch.

Good to know that not everyone was down for Human Trolling, so there are some peace keepers here.

All in all, it was an enjoyable read